The Pain of Letting Go!

You told me you loved me,

You told me you cared, but you never really did,

You were never there.!

You might have been there in person,

but any time I needed you,

I became a burden.

I would tell you how I felt, and it was always the problem.

If I were to be a good girl then I would solve them.

I was too much for you, or I was never enough.

You told me I was weak and needed to be tough.

I always begged for your love, I always asked for more.

Every time I did, you would threaten to walk out the door.

I said I would always care for you, no matter how much it hurt.

I cared for you so much, you left me depleted in the dirt.

I tried to crawl until I could walk but you pushed me back down every time.

I wake up debilitated daily with you on my mind.

All I ever asked from you was to show that you care, you promised me the world and said you would always be there.

But that’s not what has happened now, that was a lie.

You made me feel like I was flying,

and then let go of me when I would try.

You let me hit the ground, and then asked me if it would hurt.

You would sit there without a helping and watched me lay there in the dirt.

You said you loved me more than most, but I think you loved me less.

I would open my heart to you, and you would rip it out of my chest.

I can’t go on doing this, it’s tearing me apart.

I have nothing left to give, you already kept my heart.

So now it’s time for me to let you go, I just can’t hurt any more.

I have to be the one today that walks out that door.

So good bye for now, I will always love you, but I have to let you go.

I don’t want to, I know it will hurt, but I needed you to know!